wakanabeb dgn junior

ini la junior aku post kat wall aku...cehh aku igtkn btol2 nk cri gadoh2..tp yg bgs nyer cpt2 dia bg komen so that aku xpkr bkn2....hahaha ni adalah gurauan semata2...aku pun xde la amik serious pun..aku ok je

hahaha...enjoy it

dh lama btol x nyakat kwn2 aku...kepada kawan aku,aiman...maaf la ek ko jd mangsa.. ini la sebenarnyer aku ske nyakat kawan2 aku tp sejak aku ddk kat UiTM ni dh lama rasenyer aku xnyakat kwn2 aku...xpe2 nxt time kalau ada,aku akan share kat blog aku... 

11 Januari

11 Januari..mcm nama lagu kn.. masa hari tu,siyes aku rse pelik je seharian..nk taw kenapa?? yea la ada la org tu wat surprise kat aku...aku xtaw pe2 la senang citer. Mne x nyer ttbe mmbr Fad nk ajak g mkn kat KFC...xprnh2 nk ajak..xde angin,xde ribut nk ajak.. Mse tu just pikir, "okay let just have some fun, grab smthg from KFC and then go home"

ish...dh la wat statement killer dpn semua org.. thanks syat,tutup mata aku ni..eleh,,tutup mata pun dh leh agak dh...rupenyer semua org taw pasal ni..except me..

At that time, ada kawan2 fad : din,fariz,afam,sakinah. Syat, Yan dgn kak Odah pun ada jgk...

speechless at that time. It's like I want to say, " how could you guys do this to me.." (although really like it but mcm kne wakanabeb) BANG!!

It does give impact on me and make me take time to response to that surprise...  Fad..U r the best on make me surprise...(jgn buat lg)

hargai sgt dpt kwn2 mcm ni...kalau nk aku tlg,,ckp je...kalau leh nisa setelkn...xde hal la..mmbr nyer pasal...hehehe...

THANKS!!!

things that I like..

1. Anything that relate to chocolate.. ice-cream chocolate, cake chocolate,hot chocolate.. usually when I'm stress I will something chocolate thing to make me feel better. seriously for me..totally work.
2. Comic book. I would prefer read light thing rather than novel. I do like novel but when I need totally in a mood to read novel.
3. Dreaming..yes, I really love dreaming..with prince charming, be a super hero.. I like my imagination..truly beyond my mind
4. Sing and dance..not professional just for fun. for me to express my feelings.
5. Watch movies. prefer on cartoon and comedy
6. Walk alone in a park or lake.. to watch the view and relax
7. Watch other people. usually when I went for shopping. I will look others behavior.. one thing that I would do is I will make a guess what are their occupations, martial status, have car or not.. Sometimes quite fun to do it.. Just not to carried away with it..
8. Talk to myself. although people might think that I'm crazy. I really don't care. 
9. Sleep. Actually not all the time I like to sleep especially when I have a lots things to be done.
10. Have a fight with my siblings. One of fun thing to do. 

I think 10 things that I like is enough to be display here in my blog. There still some other thing that I like but...he he he it's okay.. Just 10 okay? 

Something that I wrote

Hey..It's been a while to be here.. I just want to write something that I wrote in a past..

What is honesty? honesty on helping other people? Are you really sincere in helping your friends when they need you? without complaining? Is it something that consideration of other people? Is that we call sincere? I really don't like to inconvenience others. As long that I still capable of doing it, I won't rely on others. Am I too dependent on others? I don't think so. As far that I know, I won't make other feel burden because of me. 

Here's are something that I will say when I am in trouble.

-I can settle it on my own. 

-We do not mess with other people,as long as people do not bother us. 

-Don't talk too much or else.. you will get some trouble.

-I shouldn't say anything. I will make others feel annoying ( So better shut up)

-Just hang in there..

Let other people feel happy so that we won't get any fight. Most of my friends sensitive people, so I as a friend should watch my words and my actions that won't hurt their feelings. Like my dad said, we must take a good care of our friends feeling, even though we are right,just give up. No use on fighting each other. Just let it go.

One thing that I know about myself is,whenever I frustrated or get so upset... I need ice-cream. Chocolate flavor. That will make me feel better. It feels like all my negative feelings been wash away by the melted ice-cream..yum yum..

Let just say, I do proud of what I stand for. I don't regret it. I feel like a winner. It takes time for me to get up actually. If you want to stand your right, you just need a guts and take a risk. If you don't do it, you should proud of yourself too because you able to control your feelings be professional. You don't take anything too personal. So,keep up the good work. One thing that you should aware,you might get hurt from the inside. Get heal quickly by talk to someone that you really trust.  This is from my own experience. 

"Don't be afraid to make a mistake. From that mistake, you learn something big" I always hold to this words whenever I go.

am i forcing myself?

I always ask this to myself, "Am I really forcing myself?"
I do know my own limit but sometimes I don't know about it anymore. One thing that I'm always thinking is,"How to say NO? for the thing that I don't want.."
I do anything to make people all around me happy because I do feel that if I make they happy,I will happy.
I don't mind if no one see my good intention (is it really good intention or are they something that I hide? hmm)
Yes,I admit it..I do hate hypocrite people but sometimes it is necessary to be hypocrite so that no one get hurt. Not in my place to stand for your right. If you dare to do so, you just have to take a high risk and it is very serious issue. The major effect will be that you and your 'enemy' will have long fight you ever had.. My advice is just be professional if you involve in this kind situation.
My dad really upset with me when I told him that I have a big fight with my friend. His advice is,"sometimes we have to let it go.. Be patient,,Don't ever fight with your friend. If your friend had done something wrong, let him/her win"
Can I do it??

my little sister..

This is my little sister..always be my little sister

Always adore others in her own way

She is such annoying me.. I don't know why..but no matter what I really love her. She act like she is a princess...well I know this is all her imagination. Don't stop her imagination,right? Everyone have to listen to her. Although, she drives me crazy..I still love her smile,laugh, cute funny face and her talkative.. My advice for her would be "You always be my little sister, be a good girl when you grow up.. Be a leader and be nice to other. I always love you with all my heart." 

I wonder how you would be 5 years from now. Are you going to be just like me when I was in elementary school? or you slightly different from me.. I am forward to be apart in your life. I might enjoy 'fight' with you but I know I will never win if I fight with you. 

Songs that you always sing:

1. "Air pasang dalam..."
2. "Can mali can.."
3. Lagu Jangan Nakal ("please..please..please..kamu jangan nakal..")
4. "apa dalam baju sekuntum bunga cina.."

I always remember the face when sing the songs. I do enjoy it and I can see that you too enjoyed it so much. Love you,tiya.. I know you are a good sister. Love yourself.

from your beloved sister<xoxo>